Beth

I am in a wheel chair I have been for 14 months now I have a degenerative nerve disorder that affects my hands and arms legs and feet and there are therapies and medications that will help me in the future but for now I have no movement in them now my daughter trish and my son josh take care of me and I am blessed they are here and they talked me into trying this and just so you know Patricia , Trish is typing my words right now it is the only option I have now and they want me to have some kind of outlet so I agreed to at least try this and I had to explain some very personal things to my children before we started all this and some things about their father and me they had no idea about I am being encouraged to open up more about things I went through the last 6 years when my children were not around. I am trying to get the courage to finally explain things. It helps to come here. They want it to be an outlet for me so I am trying. I told them I have a very strong sex drive, I have always been this way and they both believe it is probably genetic to and when I am aroused I get extremely messy looks like I peed in my shorts wet I usually use an extra thick pad but that is not practical for me right now so it gets embarrassing and when they were not around their father was a different man he was very very controlling and dominating and loved embarrassing and humiliating and exposing me mainly in front of his 3 buddies so for just over 5 years up until he left and I had this very intense secret life they never knew about and he took alot of pictures also but they have not seen them but they know now about this very strong submissive part of me and they both told me they are very much like me and not like their father

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