first times

I have been away from my blog for too long.... Hi guys! Hope everything is going well. I have been very busy with classes lately so my postings have suffered,but it looks like I will have time to catch up. ok....first I want to thank everyone who has answered my questionnaire,it was fun and some of your answers were en lighting! Now my topic of the day "first times" I have been asked quite a few times when was my first time and how was it? I was 15 when I lost my virginity with a boy from my class. He was 15 as well,we were both awkward in the ways of making love,but we fumbled through it. I was at his place doing "home work" the music was on and I asked him to dance with me,we swayed to the music and then a slow song came on and as we danced he got brave and leaned in and kissed me. It wasn't our usual kiss,a quick peck,it was a long sensual kiss that ended up with us playing tongue tag...hehe. when the kiss ended I was breathless for the first time kissing a boy! After a few more songs and a couple dances we both were flushed and a bit out of breath! We kissed some more then we looked at each other and as if we could read each others mind we made a mad dash stripping off our clothes and started to explore each others bodies! I have heard horror stories of how it hurt and the blood for the first time,it was never like this for me,sure there was that initial sharp burning sensation when he broke through my hymen but after that it was just the feeling of being full down there! It didn't take long before we got our pace right and it was a wondrous experience! When we were done he looked at me and said "wow" I answered"wow is right!" It was the first time for the two of us and we knew it wouldn't be the last,he was always a considerate lover,wanting to please me more than himself! That summer flew by and by the fall he was gone...... before he passed away he told me his greatest memory will be of us intertwined ,making love and being there for each other. I still love you Stewart......always will Sam