Is my goal a revolving door for dicks?

You didn't sound judgemental, just observant. Since I have reached the point where I no longer find myself dependent upon another guy to make me feel good about myself as I think I did when I was younger, I find it satisfying to just do the thing that I like doing best. So I just dropped all pretense that I would like to find an LTR or other emotional satisfaction from a guy when all I really wanted was to enjoy the sensation of his penis between my lips. I think that in large part that was all I really needed anyway. But that is not entirely true. It is more today's news. When I was 19 or 20 I liked to do it all...f***, s***, r** & j***. and it did it all and had a wonderful time. But NSA cock sucking was what I could never seem to get enough of. I usually spent part of every single day pursuing a hard penis to suck into my mouth. During the whole 45 years during which I was partnered, I was still on the lookout for a guy who wanted to get his penis licked and sucked. In Atlanta, in those days, there was no shortage of places where I could find those wonderful penises. Still, once in a while I have run across a guy who was more that just a penis. You are an example of that. The right turn of phrase, the right smile, the right moves, who knows what attracts me...but I find myself wanting more with this or that individual. It happened last Friday night. A guy I have seen several times over two years, texted me that he might be free round 8 PM and was I? I was and invited him to stop by. I remembered that he had a serious problem with premature ejaculation. I made up my mind that I would get all the time I wanted this time and I did. I edged him on and on for quite a while. I did not find him particularly attractive before, but on Friday night while I played and played him I found him smiling at me in a much more intimate manner than I ever expect to see from a guy who repeats that he is really straight again and again. The smile was really hot and turned me on more and more. He murmured that he had never experienced anything like what I was doing to him. He stroked my shoulder and opened up like a flower so that I had full access to his whole crotch. I did a lot more licking than sucking but I edged him until he said. "I think I want to cum now". That is when I began to suck him, really suck him and I got my reward in watching his face as he watched me with his penis in my mouth, feeling spurt after spurt of his hot white semen against my tonsils. (conclusion next time) I would prefer to continue this in some other format...is it possible that we could correspond via email?