My handy man asks why I am turned on by the idea and act of sucking another man/s penis...

I was talking to a straight guy who has been working for me as a handy man for some time. He has known about my sexual preference since I first hired him and we sometimes discuss various facets of our sexual experiences. One afternoon he asked me what made me want to feel another man's penis in my mouth. He said he had been sucked by many women but never really got into it because in almost all cases the gals did not seem to enjoy the act. and performed it poorly. I told him that I really did enjoy cock sucking as the beginning and end of sex with a man. I offered to show him videos of me sucking men and he indicated that he was interested. I opened up Silver Daddies Videos on my IPhone and played one of my recent videos for him. His hand moved to his crotch almost immediately. I stopped the video and asked him if he would like to see what it felt like to have a man perform on his penis with an expert mouth. He somewhat timidly agreed and he unzipped his cargo shorts. I was amazed at both the size of his penis and the fact that he was almost fully erect. He stood in front of me and hesitantly offered me his penis. I never touched him with my hands but just opened my mouth and sucked his awesome penis in. What a mouth full! He allowed me to suck and lick his penis and he got harder and harder. I was amazed for I just hadn't expected him to react this enthusiastically! I continued to suck him and he began to pant and huff and suddenly his hands were on my shoulders and he began to ejaculate a huge hot load of his semen into my mouth. there was so much that I had to swallow twice before his torrent subsided. He sat down, breathing hard, unable to speak for a couple of minutes. Finally he huffed, "Wow!" He announced that that was the very best blow job he'd ever had as well as the first one from an man! I offered to talk to him about performing fellatio on another man. Since that was where this event began he asked me to continue. It is my favorite subject! First, to me the most beautiful and unique part of the male anatomy is the penis. When I see most penises I most want to suck it into my mouth, even before I touch it with my fingers! I have an almost uncontrollable urge to suck almost every penis I see. I have been in a few situations where the man did not, for whatever reason, want his penis to contact my mouth. But I can only remember three times. The first one was at a park on Lake Lanier. The young man had a beautiful penis and let me handle him but resisted when I moved to go down on him. I explained that I had a way to make him cum without taking the head of his penis in my mouth. He finally agreed to let me demonstrate and so he allowed me to suck in the loose under skin of his penis which is usually very sensitive. I fastened it with my lips and used my tongue back and forth on that area of loose skin. He became rigidly erect and I could tell it wouldn't take him long to ejaculate. I had instructed him to catch his semen in his hand. After he ejaculated copiously, I released his penis from my lips and I sucked and licked his thick wad of semen from his hand. I thanked him for letting me do him my way, he said he hoped hed see me again soon! Sadly I never saw him again! That very sensitive area on the underside of a man's penis has proved exciting to me many times and it is the only way that another man can bring me to ejaculation. Wellsucking a mans penis is an act of subjection that gives the man in my position who has the other mans penis in his mouth the opportunity to use all the surfaces of his mouth, lips, tongue and throat to feel, explore and caress that penis. A man is usually the primary handler of his own penis. He can touch and stroke those most sensitive places. He can handle it roughly, pinch and squeeze himself. He can bring himself to an erection and he can play with his slit and the loose skin or foreskin. And to enjoy the most exciting feelings within and all over his penis a man will so9metimes share his penis with another man. The man he shares his penis with has the opportunity to give back to him all the various sensations and at the same time to gratify himself by feeling, licking, tonguing and sucking and getting as well as giving all the most exciting and sensual moves and caresses. The result is that the man who sucks another mans penis has the fantastic gift of both satisfying the man whose penis he sucks and of satisfying himself by imagining what sort of satisfaction, pleasure and sensual completion he is providing to the other man! Sharing his penis with a woman often cannot return the same satisfaction because the woman has no basis with which to judge what she is doing feels like or how much satisfaction a mouth applied in the right way can give her partner. Finally, he asked if there were guys whose penises I regularly sucked right now. I said that there are...several other guys whose penises I really love, too! Each one of them have a penis that I really love to feel in my mouthand each one is different. Your penis is as large as any that I am currently spending time with and I stated further that I would like to su ck him as often as he would let me. He made no commitment. My 86 yo friend is always asking questions about how he compares with other men that I regularly suck. I told him that he isnt quite as large as a couple of the others and larger than a couple of them but because of that I can enjoy his and each of the others in different ways. Finally, I said that I love sucking your penis just as much as any of the others! I do not wish this blog to indicate that I think all men are superior to all women at performing fellatio. I am sure there are plenty of gals who are really good cock suckers, but for the purpose of this blog I am exploring and describing my experiences with men and theirs with me and other men.