Straight men who still like to shoot in another guy's mouth!

I will start this reply by stating that I am gay. I still eat pussy from time to time and like to f***lick when I get the opportunity. But I am really gay. Eating pussy has nothing to do with my being a real serious cock sucker. It is just something I like to do, feeling a lady's clit in my mouth or my tongue inside her. F***licking is a nice way to combine sucking a hard penis, slick with precum and her juices as well as feeling her respond to my mouth on her clitoris. Since my early 20's I have found that I like sucking a guy with no recip to be my favorite form of sexual gratification. It used to be about half the time but as I have gotten older, I have found that more and more I like to just service a guy without any recip. I have found that most of the guys who like this are or consider themselves straight. Not bi, but really straight. It doesn't matter to me what they call themselves, and, in fact I kind of prefer the straightest ones because of the sometimes awkwardness of trying to satisfy a guy who wants to service me...especially when I am not really interested in being serviced. What I am getting to is that in the past 20 or so years, I have found more and more that sucking off guys who really do want no recip blow jobs to be my favorite past time! I have several guys that come to me for blow jobs sometimes twice or three times a week or once or twice a month. What I have found is that these "straight" guys start wanting to play around with my penis. It usually starts with touching, then jacking and finally sucking me. It usually takes a year or so before it begins, but it always seems to happen. After they begin to suck me they finally want to make me ejaculate. The trouble with all this is that it takes my mind off of sucking them, which is the thing I like most. After they begin fondling my penis they move to a 69 position. This usually feels good for a while, but as any good cock sucker knows, 69 is a difficult thing to orchestrate so that both guys get satisfied and satisfy at the same time. What finally happens is that the guy sucks me to orgasm before I can get him there or vise versa. Ideologically, it is wonderful, but in practice it is difficult and stressful at best. How do I know so much about this? I can count at least twenty guys that started off as straight guys who didn't want anything but to feel my mouth on their penises and to ejaculate jets of hot, white semen into my mouth...then just zip up and head out. I love meeting these guys in places like vacant houses or offices or warehouses. After the door is closed, they start undressing immediately. By the time I am on my knees they are standing nude or almost nude in front of me, their penises already tumescent and usually leaking clear strands of precum. I love the matter of fact way that they offer themselves to me, already knowing that I want to take their penises into my mouth as much as they want to feel my wet lips and tongue exploring their soft, moist velvety surfaces . I have done it in the woods, in parks, in cars (definitely not a favorite place), in vacant houses, in manufacturing plants, in all kinds of rest rooms, in offices, particularly mine, in their homes, in my home, in rest areas, at lakes, just about any where you can think of. More than half of the guys I have had once or twice or several times. But there have probably been over 100 guys with whom I have established a years' long relationship of my providing oral sexual gratification with no expectation of reciprocation. Of these guys (nearly all stating that they are straight) at least 20 have, after a long period of my using my mouth to provide satisfaction to them, started to play with my penis, then jacking me and then sucking me, finally winding up bringing me to some pretty profound climaxes. In a good many cases, it has developed to the point that getting me off has begun to take precedence over my bringing them to orgasm. I will start this reply by stating that I am gay. I still eat pussy from time to time and like to f***lick when I get the opportunity. But I am really gay. Since my early 20's I have found that I like sucking a guy with no recip to be my favorite form of sexual gratification. It used to be about half the time but as I have gotten older, I have found that more and more I like to just service a guy without any recip. I have found that most of the guys who like this are or consider themselves straight. Not bi, but really straight. It doesn't matter to me what they call themselves, and, in fact I kind of prefer the straightest ones because of the sometimes awkwardness of trying to satisfy a guy who wants to service me...especially when I am not really interested in being serviced. What I am getting to is that in the past 20 or so years, I have found more and more that sucking off guys who really do want no recip blow jobs to be my favorite past time! I have several guys that come to me for blow jobs sometimes twice or three times a week or once or twice a month. What I have found is that these "straight" guys start wanting to play around with my penis. It usually starts with touching, then jacking and finally sucking me. It usually takes a year or so before it begins, but it always seems to happen. After they begin to suck me they finally want to make me ejaculate. The trouble with all this is that it takes my mind off of sucking them, which is the thing I like most. After they begin fondling my penis they move to a 69 position. This usually feels good for a while, but as any good cock sucker knows, 69 is a difficult thing to orchestrate so that both guys get satisfied and satisfy at the same time. What finally happens is that the guy sucks me to orgasm before I can get him there or vise versa. Ideologically, it is wonderful, but in practice it is difficult and stressful at best. How do I know so much about this? I can count at least twenty guys that started off as straight guys who didn't want anything but to feel my mouth on their penises and to ejaculate jets of hot, white semen into my mouth...then just zip up and head out. I love meeting these guys in places like vacant houses or offices or warehouses. After the door is closed, they start undressing immediately. By the time I am on my knees they are standing nude or almost nude in front of me, their penises already tumescent and usually leaking clear strands of precum. I love the matter of fact way that they offer themselves to me, already knowing that I want to take their penises into my mouth as much as they want to feel my wet lips and tongue exploring their soft, moist velvety surfaces . I have done it in the woods, in parks, in cars (definitely not a favorite place), in vacant houses, in manufacturing plants, in all kinds of rest rooms, in offices, particularly mine, in their homes, in my home, in rest areas, at lakes, just about any where you can think of. More than half of the guys I have had once or twice or several times. But there have probably been over 100 guys with whom I have established a years' long relationship of my providing oral sexual gratification with no expectation of reciprocation. Of these guys (nearly all stating that they are straight) at least 20 have, after a long period of my using my mouth to provide satisfaction tI have to admit that having some of these formerly "straight" guys suck me off has often been unbelievably exciting! I can think of several who began to call me to drop by or who would stop by my office in the very early morning. I used to love seeing these guys and it became a ritual with one man who I had been seeing off and on for some 25 years. He would call my office and hang up after one ring. That meant that his wife had left for work and I was to come to his house (a block away). He always assumed that nothing would keep me from showing up, and it didn't! When I arrived, I would find him stretched out across his bed, naked with his big beautiful penis at least semi hard.…