14 Aug Blog #6 Charlotte

The day arrived when Peter and I would tell my husband that I had found a man who can satisfy me sexually. I got up early and made Dave's breakfast with coffee. I wanted to be extra nice to him without him suspecting anything and not overdoing it. I had a shower and came into our bedroom naked and let Dave watch me get dressed and leaned over him and let him suck my nipples, but my thoughts went straight to Peter doing that to me in the car. I pulled away with a feeling of shame quickly putting on my bra and some satin knickers which Dave likes. My nerves were building but I had to hold it together. I couldnt go to pieces now or Dave will surely suspect something, and Ill be forced to either tell another lie or explain my troubled looks. I could have blamed it on my period few days ago but that had finished now and Dave knew that. I looked for things to do indoors to occupy my mind, moving ornaments several times over without even thinking how silly that looked. I had washed Daves breakfast dishes, I was so knotted up I couldnt eat and Dave enquired about that. I just said I was watching my weight and wanted to lose a few pounds. Another silly remark as I didnt have an ounce of excess fat on me anywhere. Looking at the clock it was only 10 minutes since I last looked. My nerves were definitely getting the better of me. I had to get out for a while and said I would get his newspaper from the shop this morning and a few groceries which I didnt need, but it gave me an excuse to kill some time. It was a little after 8.30 and Peter wasnt due until exactly 10. I walked slowly to the shop hoping I would meet a friend to chat to, or that the shop would be busy and Id have to wait to be served. My bad luck again, the shop was empty. I knew the shop owner well and he commented that I looked fraught this morning, I just said Id had a busy week and I was going to take it easy for the rest of the day.. On my way home I saw a neighbour in her garden who looked as thought she wanted to chat, so I went across the road to see her. I spent as much time chatting as I could before she said she had to get on. I made myself busy at home, just killing time. Dave was doing something to the car so he was out of the way and couldnt see how nervous I looked. Eventually the time arrived and I saw Peters car. I took a very deep breath and walked out to meet him. Dave was still by the car as Peter walked towards the front door. I said hello to Peter and introduced him to Dave. I was so nervous I could hardly speak and my mouth just dried up, Dave looked at me in astonishment and asked if I was ok. Yes I blurted out. I said Dave this is my friend and we have something to tell you. I said could we go indoors and chat. We sat down in the front room and I just froze, my hands were clammy and I was shaking, my thoughts were at the point where I was about to say something which could be the end of my marriage. Taking another deep breath, I said Peter and I want to become good friends, in fact we want to have sex because I need it so much. Dave looked directly at me and Peter and said Im not surprised that youve found someone, I realise that you have a great need for sex and I cant help you with that now, and you do have a hight sex drive. It seems as thought Dave was more acceptable to Peter and me than I thought.. I breathed a sigh of relief and started to relax although my hands were still shaking and Dave wasnt about to throw us both out.. I said Ill make some coffee and quickly rushed out in the kitchen to put the kettle on. I came back in the front room and sat between Dave and Peter in an attempt to give them both my support. Dave looked to Peter and said have you already had sex with my wife. Peter was stunned by his directness and looked horrified but couldnt find the words to say anything, and he looked at me for support. I intervened saying we have petted, just a feel of each other. I just couldnt admit to Dave Id given Peter a wank and hed had his hand inside my bra and knickers. We were here today to be up front and honest with Dave and Id just told another lie. But I was thinking that after today I could tell Dave everything with complete honesty. What happened next just blew me away, I was so surprised I had to ask Dave to repeat his remarks fully so we all understood. Charlotte x