15 July 22 Blog 2

Ive been receiving lots of lovely comments and good wishes from people all over the world, and I thank each and every one of you for being so kind to me and welcoming me into the world of swingers. However, it was never my intention of becoming a swinger although I do like the chatroom and be a part of the chat scene. Ive had so many men and a few women asking for me to cam. I cant do this as Im not certified and dont intend to be. I have a huge fear that if I was a certified member and I was on cam someone, somewhere would recognise me and my dear husband would find out. That would destroy him and Im sure my valuable marriage would suffer greatly and I wont risk that. Its not his fault that he cant have sex anymore, he cant even get an erection, but hes still young and in his mind he wants a sex life but cant have one. He feels so guilty about not being able to satisfy me, it affects him mentally as well. I'm sure there are other men and women who's partner cant get aroused anymore, and you have my most sincere sympathy as it affects both partners. He still loves to see me naked and we lay on the bed with him kissing and touching me making my nipples hard and my juices flowing. Ive only recently bought vibrators as a substitute because he realises that I still have strong sexual desires and fantasies as I always did. I mainly use two vibrators at a time which he puts in me, one inside my pussy and the other one a wand, over my clit. Then I put knickers on to keep them both in place while he gently sucks my nipples. My orgasm is explosive and I squirt loads when I cum. soaking my knickers and the towel which we always place under me. I do the same things when I masturbate when Im alone and watching porn on my phone as the vibes do their naughtiest stuff without me having to hold them in place. My husband does like to eat me out, and oral is now my favourite sex thing with him. Previously I preferred being on top of him and grind onto him, but since he cant get hard, we obviously had to find alternatives. I used to have a full on hairy pussy which we both liked, but just lately Ive been trimming it and reshaping and I have to say we both love it and its still looks a nice dark patch if I wear see through knickers. I thought this new look may appeal to a man whom I may get to meet, and my husband hasnt realised why Ive done it. Trimmed pussy hair seems to be quite popular or even shaved, but shaving the whole lot off seems a bit drastic at the moment. But I may consider that later, even if I get a man to shave me. Wow what a thought, thats made me feel rather horny and my nipples have become hard. I can feel another cum squirting fantasy in the pipeline for bedtime, or even right now. Bye